Bye bye, Malaysia. :'(

TMD!!! 旅行前最後一天在托兒所的E又中了招！這次是conjunctivitis. T.T

我知道爸媽是出自關心。但我說了好多次我這病(viral gastroenteritis)是沒藥吃，所以看醫生是沒用的。

下星期的今天我們將到達香港。下星期的明天馬來西亞。我不僅不感興奮，還有恐懼感。還沒完全病好的我想到要收拾行李，搭長途飛機，適應時差，感到累上加累。:'-(

好久沒病得這麼辛苦了。昨天一整天只喝了幾口湯。傍晚從托兒所把E接回家後，兩母女在沙發依偎差不多兩小時。她七點半睡後，我也立刻倒床而睡。

好冷啊~ 冬天如果不用上班多好！

今天E終於可以上托兒所。我們心想她九天沒去了，她一定會哭吧。可是她好開心噢！！困在家九天一定悶壞她了吧。^_^

謝謝iPhone & tango app!!! 讓在公司的我能和在家的女兒video conference，以解相思之苦！

已經給她吃很少了，還是嘔。。。昨天的二十四小時，她只有七小時是醒的。@@

Fifth day of vomiting, third day of high temperature (40.3C yesterday). >.<

Had to leave in the middle of a meeting yesterday afternoon after receiving a call from the nursery. Ellie vomitted twice so I had to pick her up early. She needs to be isolated from the other kids so she can't go to nursery today. :(

剛才走在繁忙的牛津街上。看到一個小女孩大聲哭鬧尖叫。應該是不肯好好坐在pushchair裡。她大力掙扎，她父母大力壓抑她企圖把她的harness扣上。以前沒孩子的我會心想有沒有搞錯！兩個大人都搞不定一個小孩！現在的我看了卻冒冷汗。這情況以後會發生在我身上吧！

今天訂了下個月到香港的酒店。住9晚，晚晚港幣千千聲。嗚~ 明年女兒滿兩歲，機票貴很多，酒店又要給加床費。如果要遷就T的工作而又在一年裡最high peak的聖誕節回去探親的話，更加貴上加貴！T^T

我們有iPad & iPhones, 我以為會很快就習慣用iMac! 天啊！為什麼這麼複雜啊？？？難道我是白痴？T.T

Busy bee...

昨天E大嘔三次。今天我們輪流上半天班來照顧她，我中午回來和她爸爸接班。今天好得多了。暫時只小嘔了一次。F昨天又咬人了！幸好，F最愛咬的她昨天沒上托兒所，要不然很大可能再中招。唉，我不想這麼黑心，但我希望會再有家長投訴。。。

弟弟來歐洲短短一星期。朋友托買兩對鞋，四個包包。不但要找那裡有的賣，如果買完這些，差不多整個行李箱都是別人的東西吧？我很自私，已發誓不做這種傻事。(-.-;)y-~~~

唉，今天又被咬了。(~_~;)

(12/10/11) As I was leaving for work, Ellie waved and said bye bye to me. <3 <3 <3

英國星期五推出iPhone 4s, T昨天星期一經過蘋果店已看到有人在排隊了。@@

(8/10/10) 今天T又好像得罪他媽媽了。這次的話題是餵牛奶vs奶粉。＞.＜

When I was doing my performance review with my manager, the nursery called. They suspect Ellie has chicken pox so she needs to go home. I managed to book her an emergency doctor appointment for this afternoon. Oh dear!!

Ellie的大姑說她佻皮。哈哈~ 如果她見到我們這群朋友的孩子，她應該會昏倒。

Iphone 5? 4S? Waiting in anticipation!!!

I have missed out on lunch with my friends and my afternoon nap waiting for a delivery. I'm sure it's worth it though. It's an iMac! Woohoo!!

查了12月從香港飛沙巴的機票。兩個大人一個北鼻MAS RM3267, AA RM1904。可是AA晚上11點才到達沙巴。太晚了！唯有坐貴很多的MAS。。。(T.T)

昨天托兒所的副經理和老師告訴我E是一個很"content"的孩子。在診所遇到的老婆婆，火車裡坐在我們前面的男乘客，我們的清潔工人，鄰居等人都用這字來形容她。她滿不滿足看得出來咩？

13個月大的E已戒了奶瓶一個月。現在用杯喝奶(但喝母乳還是親餵)。

我們家的廚房是E的禁區。平時safety gate關起來。如果給E進去的話，我必需盯住她。那天，她伸出手想拿放在碗裡的狗糧。我立刻告訴她不可以碰。她立刻縮手，轉身看著我笑。然後輕輕用腳來碰狗糧碗才爬走。cheeky monkey!

有一天，E洗澡後，我們如常地在我們的床上替她換睡衣。換好後，她自己爬下床。她爸爸下樓下，她也想跟隨他到樓下。看到她準備爬下樓梯，我告訴她，"Ellie 'oi oi'囉。" 她聽了立刻笑著改變方向，爬進自己的房間。我們看了不解，互問對方，"我們倆都不聽話，到底她像誰啊？？"

Ellie cried non-stop for almost an hour yesterday evening (suspected teething). After failing to make her stop crying, I got really really frustrated. She eventually stopped crying after I gave her infant paracetamol. She was obviously in great pain yet I still lost my temper. Some days I feel like I'm such a bad mum. To say I feel guilty is an understatement....

We now have a cleaner who comes weekly. I'm a happy bunny because the house hasn't been so clean in a looooong time. Money well spent! :)

天啊！由於放產假期間還是有年假和公共假期派，我累積了好多假。32天假至到年尾！

人生無常。一個36歲的朋友不煙不酒差不多天天上健身房做運動，家族也沒有人有過癌症。可是她患上了乳癌，癌細胞還擴散到淋巴腺。希望她痊癒！

成功熬過上班的第一個星期。T負責送E到托兒所，我負責接。我們三個都好累。幸好我只需一星期上四天班。每星期有三天週末真好。昨晚T還在H店買了份禮物給我。禮物雖然小，原來不容易買。T問了好幾間H店都沒貨。他留下名片叫店員有貨就告訴他。謝謝他貼心的驚喜！

Due to the recent disturbance in London, most shops are closing early to avoid being looted. However a bookshop (or a chain of bookshop) remained open. An employee said on the news, "we'll stay open, if they steal some books they might learn something. " Hahaha! Love the British sense of humour.

Zara的童裝美得過份！T忍不住手買了兩套。£20一套，西班牙製造。好貴！比較好的童裝在馬來西亞是不是也是這樣的價錢？

Ellie is having a joint 1 year old party with my friends' sons tomorrow. My friends' parents travelled from Spain and Scotland to be at the party. Wish my parents could be here too...

I wonder when I should stop breastfeeding....

Going to babysit my friend's energetic son at her house this afternoon. Looking after two babies on my own for 5 hours. I'm bringing a book with me. Too optimistic? XD

A mistake that many parents (especially Asian, including the old me) make: watch how much our children eat, instead of what they eat! Quantity isn't everything, focus on the nutritional value of food.

She's truly a bundle of joy. I will gladly have another one if s/he is like her. Kind to her mum before and after she's born.... till she's a toddler who throws tantrum every 5 months, I guess.

On my way to the office to have a meeting with my boss while my friends are babysitting Ellie. Hope all goes well!!

我一位也是來自馬來西亞的同事在電話向我投訴。＂我真的很不滿英國的教育制度！我表姐的孩子在這裡沒有功課沒有課本！那我們怎樣知道我們的孩子學了什麼？？"

Yeah!!! My company allows me to work 4 days a week. :D

女兒睡了,兩夫妻撐檯腳在露台bbq.

It's so much better to rent an apartment than a hotel room when travelling with kid(s)! Brilliant!!

Off to Spain in 2 days, yeah! Haven't started packing yet, boo!

昨晚，我們夫妻倆在聊天。提到T的大表嫂。我："大表嫂是美女喔。" T："是啊，而且她很會打扮。其實我剛認識妳時，我覺得妳們很相像。" 我(心花怒放)："哈，你認為我又美又會打扮？？" T："不，妳們都很會花錢而且不做家事。" >.<

I'm returning to work on 8th August. My one year and one month maternity leave is coming to an end. :'(

Men are from mars, women are from Venus.

為什麼我post的video沒有聲音?? >.<

有些時尚達人會在他們的blog來個‘what I wear'系列。雖然E不知是不是個時尚北鼻﹐我在考慮要不要幫她來個’what she wears'系列? 我這懶媽應該只會三分鐘熱度吧!

Only 9 weeks to go till she turns 1?! Oh my!!!!

好奇。獨立的性格是先天的還是後來養成的？

Ellie九個月只和媽媽分離過五次。現在我在剪頭髮，她和她爸爸在公園等我。

本來托兒所九月才有位置，讓我'拿正牌'放一個長達一年兩個月的產假。哪知托兒所今天來電告知我現在七月有位置了。我聽了好失落。我不想上班啊！！！

以前學校書本常念到我們的'多元種族和諧並存'，'我們應該多麼以它為傲'云云。BS！政治家竟然公開說些種族歧視的話。（搖頭) 是國家在退步嗎？

請賜我力量，耐心與睡眠～

Ellie直從去年12月完成她的第一個遊泳課程後，三個多月沒潛水了。今天她開始她的第二級課程。我擔心她太久沒潛水忘了怎麼做。幸好擔心是多餘的。她爸爸還沒放她下水底，一聽到'ready，go'她已閉上眼睛準備了。完全沒問題。她還在泳池咯咯聲大笑。超愛遊泳的！

Ellie had viral infection from her cold. T has been so busy, he couldn't get home till 10/10.30pm. When I was taking care of my sick baby on my own, even going to the toilet is like a luxury. If you have maid or/and family to help you out, you are lucky so please don't take things for granted.

好久沒放相片上FB。我分別給兩位朋友(還要是男的)催！希望週末有時間。。。

Do you follow your head or your heart? Now that's a tough one.

媽媽告訴我她收到短訊。說在kk什麼幾點至幾點不要到海邊。幾點至幾點在kk會有幅射等等。如果發出這些短訊的人這麼厲害，RTM甚至是NHK，CNN或BBC應該請他們上電視聽聽他們的專家意見！=.= 哼，開始這些無中生有的"消息"的人真無聊！吃飽飯沒事做就散發謠言嚇人。再說，沒聽過狼來了的故事嗎？

My thoughts are with the victims of the tsunami and their family. :'(

轉眼間，我這個長達一個月的"假期"已到尾聲。有喜有悲～

我的天使BB去了那裡？ Ellie近日＂扭計＂次數大增。睡眠不足？不習慣環境？長牙？？

昨天約了朋友在中環吃午飯。IFC的育嬰室好棒！乾淨而且有送尿片和濕紙巾。店裡也沒這麼多人。過後到尖沙咀嚇死人。因為春假關係，滿街都是國內同胞在名店外排長龍！看了都頭暈。所以趕緊到半島酒店裡的珠寶店買了閃亮亮的首飾定一定驚。我大推半島裡的店。雖然小，但不多人，服務也很贊！

黃小姐逆來順受。有一次餵她吃avocado。什麼都吃的她吃了幾口竟然不要了。我不想浪費所以打算把剩下的吃掉。我吃了一口立刻吐了出來。超苦！原來壞了。她竟然還可以吃那麼多口！！今天她老豆的舅舅餵她喝一小口啤酒，她眉頭也不鄒地喝了。o.O

Ellie像是個明星BB。連在小床睡覺也有一隊人圍觀拍照。哈哈～

不愛哭的ellie在香港比較常哭，因為睡眠不足。>.<

祝大家兔年行大運。我們明天將啓程到香港。行程緊密，很遺憾不能和網友們見面。不知幾時我們再回來渡假。

表姐妹倆一起睡午覺，讓我覺得又感動又感慨。可憐的Ellie每年最多只能見家人一次。

I.AM.BORED.OUT.OF.MY.MIND.

請教在KK餵人奶的媽媽們：當眾餵人奶並不普遍吧？那怎麼辦？趕回家？pump奶帶出門？

21/01/11 Ellie and I have been back in KK since Tuesday night. We haven't really gone out because I want us to get some rests first. She is jet lagged and therefore her biological clock is all messed up. She wants to stay up and play at 2 am. T^T

6/1/11 Night out with my girlfriends tomorrow. Leaving Terry to settle Ellie. Feeling anxious...