20/06/10 It's 4 o'clock in the morning and I can't sleep. T was going through excruciating pain so I stayed awake to comfort him. He's asleep now but I'm still up because I'm furious. Due to heavy traffic, he had to drive 5 and a half hours, instead of 3, to pick his cousin up. I don't know how on earth he can manage to send her back to school today. Don't get me wrong. I'm not furious at the young girl because it's not her fault. It's her parents and a family member of T's whom I dare not to mention here that I have problem with for putting us in this situation! T was too nice so he couldn't say no to them. I, on the other hand, am not that righteous! The 'filial piety is the core of the Chinese culture' card won't wash with me! So don't expect me to show unquestioning obedience to your unreasonable request just because you are older than me!